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About the Book

Symbols are a part of our society.  Words change but biblical symbols require the Bible explains itself. In her study of symbols, author Connie Anderson used a literal meaning of a Bible word, unless the word has become a Bible symbol or figure.  One third for instance is a literal part of some number, yet it also reflects a part of the angels in heaven, who were deceived by Lucifer in Revelation 12. Ancient writings used pictures for words. 

Fascinated by God revealing His plan to reveal Himself,  Anderson details the differences between the Holy Spirit who guided the world to see the Berlin wall fall in Germany, the Iron Curtain raised in Russia, and one Chinese man taking on an armored tank on Tienanmen Square in China. 1989 was the year for God to pour out His Holy Spirit on all Nations. Anderson unveils the scene in the revenge of Satan on September 11, 2001 on America;s democracy and freedom.

Civil wars erupting like a volcanoes all over the world, find women against men, fighting for their freedom of speech, liberty to dress themselves without burqas, and a desire to be heard without backlash.

She hopes to help youth find, comfort in prophecy, that is doomed to destroy “Peace and Safety,” when lies, stealing, cheating, and hating, child abuse, immorality become so bad, God steps away, to let us have the full force of being under lawless governments or church/state governments, with Lucifer active to destroy and Jesus active to save to the utmost. 

About the Author

CONNIE ORDELHEIDE ANDERSON returned to Nebraska where she is fifth generation Nebraska homesteader, bird watcher, retired Dental Hygienist, professional artist and Red Hat Lady. Connie came seeking to find her Grandmothers’ peace of mind and found more than contentment in the Joy she found in Revelation 18! In researching her book her travels have extended to Israel with an avid interest in archeology.

She will be in Kansas City, August 22-23 at the Women of Faith, for a book signing.

There are 12 books available.

Applaude the Dreamer among us. . .

 Roman Colosseum WikipediaBen Carson American columnist and retired neurosurgeon    Chris had deep brown eyes that penetrated mine. His presence was undivided with his focus on me. His child like naivety reasoned with mine. “Are you so naive to think this world can change?” I queried, then apologized for teasing him. “No, No, you have freedom of speech here,” Chris replied. He could not know how precious this freedom was to me, as we stood there, campaigning for Dr. Ben Carson, me the volunteer who came to pray, Christ the nineteen year old  who voluntarily allowed me freedom to speak, even tease him of naivety. I’ve never been the same since last week in Denver, standing in front of Barnes and Noble, with this kid, who dared to think, there might be a man, with courage to think, that we can change the world?

     His eyes fixed on mine, as I babbled on, about signing up to volunteer to pray for Ben Carson, and I questioned the campaign, that refused to accept my check for $1000.00? And who was responsible for not processing the donation, then a follow up email that came saying, we need campaign funds? Was their confusion among the campaign? Chris quickly said, “Don’t blame Ben Carson for that, we are not connected, we are separate from him.” Don’t tell him that, Chris requested.

     “My grandchildren are seventh generation Seventh Day Adventists,” my sentence was absorbed by the eyes, and mind, of this young kid. THE NATION, Ben Carsons’ book, was in my hand, with my own, THE RED HORSE, WAR AGAINST THE GOVERNMENT OF GOD, and my intention was to share my book, with Ben Carson, when he signed his book. I would then relay my reaction to Mrs. Carson, as she reached out to shake my hand, she turned the book, so Ben would pen his name and I said, “I am your prayer partner.” Her face beamed a very welcome smile and “Thank You.” I continued to tattle, “I made a contribution, but my credit card was refused. Then I got an email, they needed money too.” Ben was listening, with a big smile. He had already signed my book, his hands were leaning on it. He had heard every word. I slid the Red Horse Book to her, and picked up his.  Behind every successful man, is woman, I’ve heard.

    The night before, I marked up my book because as remarkable as it seems, Ben Carson and I have an author in common, that guides  us like a needle to the Pole. Page 50, “The Orthodox Jews admit that have the blood of our Messiah with twenty four chromosomes.” Page 62, the author points us back to the Bible and the fulfillment of Revelation 18, with an event to happen in New York City, when she wrote, “How comes the word New York is to be destroyed by a tidal wave, this I have never said.” Not an asteroid! Not a Blockbuster movie! Not a God set out to “To Destroy!” Page 64. “Had they not ‘melted like pitch’ as prophesied in 1903, 9-11-2001 could have been far mores destructive.” Page 64-65 a prophecy connecting India, China and Russia, with moneyed men manipulating the Stockmarket, while many were starving in their own county, including United States of America. Page 65 she quotes Revelation 16:1-6.  “And I heard a great voice out of the temple saying to the seven angels, Go your ways, and pour out the vials of the wrath of God upon the earth. And the first went, and poured out his vial upon the earth; and there fell a noisome and grievous sore upon the men which had the mark of the beast, and upon them which worshipped his image. And the second angel poured out his vial upon the sea; and it became as the blood of a dead man: and every living soul died in the sea. And the third angel poured out his vial upon the rivers and fountains of waters; and they became blood. And I heard the angel of the waters say, Thou art righteous, O Lord, which art, and wast, and shalt be, because thou hast judged thus.
For they have shed the blood of saints and prophets, and thou hast given them blood to drink; for they are worthy.” (Ellen White quotes)

     Christ allowed me freedom of speech, and that meant Ben Carson a reader, would read, and allow the Prophetess of the Seventh Day Adventist Church, to be the silent voice of the Remnant Church, who allow Jesus to be the head, and we the body of network, that reaches beyond the doors of “a building,” where there is a group of people, we have something in common with, we call “His church.” United in a peaceful solution, without threats, without bombs, we offer ourselves, to be united in a cause to defend a higher power, we call God.

    I think Chris changed me that day as we were talking in the Mile High City. Others were lining up along the store, to be ready for the book signing. We stood there talking, me rambling on as he listened and someone called out, “He’s here, Ben Carson!” The black limo pulled up beside us, Ben Carson stepped out, I stepped back, and Chris took a big step forward to shake his hand. He turned around and I laughed and asked, “Can I shake the hand that shook hands with Ben Carson?” and we laughed. And we left, me to wonder at what just happened and Chris to enter into his business of protecting and helping.

     I got in line to have my book signed. A member of the RUN BEN RUN team said, “I saw you talking to Chris.  He is famous. His video was selected for first prize, for making the best video  speech for a volunteer.” I listened to his speech, finding it quite by accident last night. He began by saying he loved the good old days, but do we have something better to look forward to, than a bomb? And in the first sentence this young man had summed up the thinking of moms and dads, especially the ones my age, who followed the aftermath of the Holocaust. We seemed to be heading down that long road, to a fight with those who think they have the right, to bully, and run over the sheep, who do not want to fight!

   Masada, mountain fortress, separated by the mountains around, was the place where the Jews went to hide, then commit suicide, not wanting to be taken to Rome, as slaves, to be fed to lions in the Roman Colosseum as Nero played his games. Today every son of Israel enters the army, then is taken to Masada and through the history of how the Jews, went like lamb to the slaughter, rather than fight for the freedom of speech and conscience.

   I would gladly find a way to donate a thousand dollars, to a man who has a conscience, a mind, who understands our basic need to be in a community who shares a common goal of uniting behind the United States Constitution. And to not become paralyzed by men who refuse to remember, how we have been led in the past, by those who surrendered their lives, even as conscientious objectors to war, behind the lines, who receive the Purple Heart for saving lives.

   World War II found my uncle and father in India, working as medics, as other friends were flying “the Hump,” over Burma, modern day Myanmar, with mail and supplies to the war effort. It was there my father saw the daily wagon, picking up the bodies of those who died over night in Bombay India, modern Mumbai. The slums along the Ganges river are gone, new hotels have come, along with the rich to India, to visit the most beautiful monument to a woman, a wife, the Taj Mahal. Now the missionaries come back with stories, pictures of ancient beauty, monkeys, fruits and love for the Orient.

    An yet the dreamer among us. . .places in our hands. . .the power to love and understand. . .we need a man and woman . . . like Adam and Eve. . .to cry and see . . .what happened to Our Garden of Eden. . .is there a land where flowers never die, where oceans are water without salt, and man can rely on his senses, his heart, to see, the change must happen here, in our soul, to know we can become the women and men, God sees in us, because He planted that seed of forgiving those who don’t understand, He forgave us, and brought the blood, and adoption papers, so those who love Him, can be with Him, in the real Garden of Eden, that was taken to heaven. When Adam and Eve see it, the death they brought into the world, they understand, they are forgiven, again they see the vines they trained, and the plants they talked too, with eyes like microscopes and telescopes, that could reach out to the heavens.

    Chris dared to dream, the impossible dream, to right the un-right-able wrong, to think where no man has courage to go, beyond the stars, beyond what we know, to find God is not the destroyer, but Lucifer is, and God can stay, Lucifer and his angels have to go.

    Vote for God to end the reign of Lucifer and his angels!

Eboli the First Plague promised to those who deny God’s Holy Spirit?

RED RIVER IN CHINAHeadlines today A waterway in eastern China has mysteriously turned a blood red color. Residents in Zhejiang province said the river looked normal at 5 a.m. Beijing time on Thursday morning. Within an hour, the entire river turned crimson. Residents also said a strange smell wafted through the air.

“The really weird thing is that we have been able to catch fish because the water is normally so clear,” one local villager commented on China’s microblogging site Weibo.

Eboli Outbreak in 4 countries claiming 1094 cases: Doctor in charge has contacted disease, with no cure insight. Uganda was added to the list this morning, one dead.

Guinea: 415 cases, 314 deaths
Liberia: 224 cases, 127 deaths
Sierra Leone: 454 cases, 219 deaths
Nigeria: 1+ cases, 1 death[1]

Rev 18:1  And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory. Rev 18:2  And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird. Rev 18:3  For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies. Rev 18:4  And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.


Rev 16:5 Then I heard the angel in charge of the water say, “You are just. You are the one who is and who was, the Holy One, because you have judged these things.Rev 16:6 You have given them blood to drink because they spilled the blood of saints and prophets. This is what they deserve.”Rev 16:7 Then I heard the altar reply, “Yes, Lord God Almighty, your judgments are true and just.”

Rev 16:8 The fourth angel poured his bowl on the sun, which then was allowed to burn people with fire, Rev 16:9 and they were burned by the fierce heat. They cursed the name of God, who has the authority over these plagues. They did not repent and give him glory. Rev 16:10 The fifth angel poured his bowl on the throne of the beast. Its kingdom was plunged into darkness. People gnawed on their tongues in anguish Rev 16:11 and cursed the God of heaven because of their pain-filled sores. But they did not repent of their behavior.


Mat 5:17  Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets: I am not come to destroy, but to fulfill. Mat 5:18  For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Mat 5:19  Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven. Mat 5:20  For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven.
Mat 5:21  Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: Mat 5:22  But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire. Mat 5:23  Therefore if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there rememberest that thy brother hath ought against thee; Mat 5:24  Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift. Mat 5:25  Agree with thine adversary quickly, whiles thou art in the way with him; lest at any time the adversary deliver thee to the judge, and the judge deliver thee to the officer, and thou be cast into prison. Mat 5:26  Verily I say unto thee, Thou shalt by no means come out thence, till thou hast paid the uttermost farthing. Mat 5:27  Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery: Mat 5:28  But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.

Mat 5:2  And he opened his mouth, and taught them, saying, Mat 5:3  Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Mat 5:4  Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. Mat 5:5  Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth. Mat 5:6  Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled. Mat 5:7  Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. Mat 5:8  Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God. Mat 5:9  Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
Mat 5:10  Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness’ sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Mat 5:11  Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Mat 5:12  Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.
Mat 5:13  Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.
Mat 5:14  Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Mat 5:15  Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.
Mat 5:16  Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.


For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven.


Eph_1:13  In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation: in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with that holy Spirit of promise,

Eph_4:30  And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption.

1Th_4:8  He therefore that despiseth, despiseth not man, but God, who hath also given unto us his holy Spirit.

Isa_63:10  But they rebelled, and vexed his holy Spirit: therefore he was turned to be their enemy, and he fought against them. Isa_63:11  Then he remembered the days of old, Moses, and his people, saying, Where is he that brought them up out of the sea with the shepherd of his flock? where is he that put his holy Spirit within him?

Where is God? Where is the God who put the Holy Spirit in MOSES, to speak to MOSES, to bring the people out of Egypt, out of bondage to Pharaoh?

GODS NOT DEAD! THEY HAVE REBELLED AND VEXED HIS HOLY SPIRIT, therefore GOD comes with Michael the Archangel, with thousands and thousands of angels, to defend those who keep His Commandments and have the Testimony of Jesus Christ, which is the Spirit of Prophecy.


His Blessing be upon all who call upon the name of the Lord!



Act of Zealotry in killing two caught in adultery, rewarded

cropped-screen-shot-2014-06-10-at-9-25-00-am.png“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, Phinehas, the son of Eleazar, the son of Aaron the priest, hath turned my wrath away from the children of Israel, while he was zealous for my sake among them, that I consumed not the children of Israel in my jealousy.

“Wherefore say, Behold, I give unto him my covenant of peace: And he shall have it, and his seed after him, even the covenant of an everlasting priesthood; because he was zealous for his God, and made an atonement for the children of Israel.

“Now the name of the Israelite that was slain, even that was slain with the Midianitish woman, was Zimri, the son of Salu, a prince of a chief house among the Simeonites.   And the name of the Midianitish woman that was slain was Cozbi, the daughter of Zur; he was head over a people, and of a chief house in Midian.

“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, Vex the Midianites, and smite them: For they vex you with their wiles, wherewith they have beguiled you in the matter of Peor, and in the matter of Cozbi, the daughter of a prince of Midian, their sister, which was slain in the day of the plague for Peor’s sake. (Numbers 25:18).




I give unto him my covenant of peace: And he shall have it, and his seed after him, even the covenant of an everlasting priesthood; because he was zealous for his God, and made an atonement for the children of Israel.

“There we sat down and cried—by the rivers of Babylon—as we remembered Zion.   On the willows there we hung our harps,   for it was there that our captors asked us for songs and our torturers demanded joy from us, “Sing us one of the songs about Zion!”  How are we to sing the song of the LORD on foreign soil?  If I forget you, Jerusalem, may my right hand cease to function.   May my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth if I don’t remember you, if I don’t consider Jerusalem to be more important than my highest joy.   Remember the day of Jerusalem’s fall, LORD, because of the Edomites, who kept saying, “Tear it down! Tear it right down to its foundations!”   Daughter of Babylon! You devastator! How blessed will be the one who pays you back for what you have done to us. How blessed will be the one who seizes your young children and pulverizes them against the cliff! (Psalms 137:1-9)



2300 year prophecy fullfilled in 1844 

    The fulfillment of the Jewish Legend, a male and female in unison, defending the justice of law, to be common sense. They came to the boundary between man and God, and declared it is integrity God wants! Men and women without offense to God, for making them to live in life of bigotry over color, religion, culture and science. The most humble couple, whose grace emanates the vibes of a man and woman united in the common cause of defending justice, to all with all humility to the God, who wrote the pillar of faith, that holds up every great religion, that hates man’s inhumanity to man

     The common thread of red being the blood of Jesus Christ, Our Lord, blue being the sky from which this God came to deliver His Sacrifice, for putting us through the test, to see whose characters would pass, the fire of men willing to loose their dignity and take the cross, rather than be the fodder left over when the chaff is tied together, ready for the flames of fire, that separate the grain and chaff.

     The Harvest now is almost over. The amber waves of grain, have been taken to the store house and the chaff is rolled in bundles rounded, rolls of straw. The oral prophecy of the Jews, take note, a man and woman of the seed of God, stepped out of a black limo with no paparazzi, in awe and silence the crowd, stepped back,  as if they had respect and dignity for a god.

    They left Barnes and Noble, by the back way, and the crowd lingered, as if to say, we have something in common today!  We want integrity!  We want authority to be the men and woman God made us to be, at peace with our selves and no enemies, except those who wish to destroy the FREEDOM purchased by the blood of Lamb.  I am forever changed and I don’t want to go back to a war about “your” peace of mind, because all I want is freedom to speak, about the prophecy fulfilled for the Jews. This Yom Kipper I would like to be in Jerusalem again, when the Trumpets Sound at midnight, the dead are to arise from the graves, at midnight. All those who cry and sigh about the abominations in the land, are being sealed, as they take on the desire for FREEDOM to be real, to obey or not obey the man in charge of dying, on a cross, with no loss of power, wisdom, creativity, with audacity to be God.

      If ever I’ve seen a man and woman of piety and united in dissolving indifference in society Ben and wife, Carson are the seed of God, not man, two united as one in common sense. Peace with justice, justice with truth, guarded by God, cannot stand without God, being the man, willing to die defending the voluntary obedience to truth, as written in stone, from Mount Sinai.

    Jesus can come. He can come like a thief. Dare you confuse the one who comes like Elijah to be the voice in the wilderness, that says, “You should not be living with your brother’s wife.”  Are we not all brothers and sisters, sons and daughter of God?  Do we harm our neighbor by stealing his sons and daughters and wife?  Do we covet what is not ours, to have and to hold from this day forwarded for better or for worse, then break our vow to Our King? If we even think of taking what is not ours to take, we have committed adultery against Jesus our Bridegroom. What we think, becomes what we do, and that is why the devil knows what you think, by what he tempts you to do.

    Injustice takes the joy out of life, like a tree wounded the sap drips from its wound. And man comes to lap up the sweetness, as the tree cries.  A liar from the beginning, Lucifer knows our desires.  He uses our money to convince us to purchase “things” that will take us off the earth to Heaven.  By our will, we admit we have failed to obey, we admit the sin that we do, and turn and walk away, less it be the thing, that keeps us from achieving integrity and peace with God and man.

     Heaven begins on earth with men and woman united in being kind to each other and doing no harm to their neighbor. Even isolated Indian tribes, seek the solace of peace within, and with one another. No greater love is this, than a man lay down his life for his friend.

    Run Ben Run, your wife is there beside you and no one can touch the man of truth whose integrity trumps all evil. God Bless and Keep You!  May the Jews find peace in knowing the Gentiles have found God by experience, by the Holy Spirit written on their hearts of flesh, may this year at midnight bring the dead from the graves, and those Christians who have died in the Holy Spirit of Christ, be the witnesses to His power!

    The text in Daniel is opened. Michael the Archangel has stood up, to protect the Jews, and we know the reincarnated Chief of Prince as the seven horned, seven eyed, Lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the World.  And to the Jews, on Yom Kipper, Jesus our High Priest, will transfer the sins confessed to God, and place them on the head of Lucifer, his nemesis, his once friend, who betrayed his trust, and wanted to sit on Gods Throne, even if it meant, Lucifer would be behind the scene, using men, to crucify God’s only begotten Son, Jesus Christ.

    Try ignoring the Prophetess Ellen G. White? Try to silence her voice, that connects September 11, 2001, with the fulfillment of Revelation 18? Then remember the two prophets in Revelation 11, who speak the truth, and like fire, it comes out of their mouth, the words that destroy the lies. Here is Ben and his wife, in fulfillment of Revelation 11.

    Be careful how you judge the prophets and saints! Rev 18:1  And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.
Rev 18:2  And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.
Rev 18:3  For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.
Rev 18:4  And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
Rev 18:20  Rejoice over her, thou heaven, and ye holy apostles and prophets; for God hath avenged you on her.
Rev 18:23  And the light of a candle shall shine no more at all in thee; and the voice of the bridegroom and of the bride shall be heard no more at all in thee: for thy merchants were the great men of the earth; for by thy sorceries were all nations deceived.
Rev 18:24  And in her was found the blood of prophets, and of saints, and of all that were slain upon the earth.

God has found His Bride, His Church!  Their voice shall be heard no more at all, for the merchants and great men of the earth, by thy sorceries all nations were deceived.

You have two months, until the Trumpets sound at midnight in Jerusalem, to see the God of the Jews, is judging you “by the way your treat the least of these my brethren.”

 “And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” (Matthew 25:40).

“Ye shall not see me again, until you say, ‘Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.'”

Bless all who come in the name of the Lord! Whatever their status in knowing God, the weak sheep, the lame lamb, the young ones, God calls to come unto me!  He will teach you to become fishers of men!  Pray for each other!  Pray that God’s will on earth be as it is in Heaven!  In heaven there is no sickness, pain or death!  In heaven the fruit is free on the Tree of Life. No evil will enter there! 

Figure out what you sin is! Then tell God you have learned, that this sin, is not one you want, it causes you mental anguish, and you want to let it go! Ask Jesus to place this sin against God, and Jesus on the Head of the Scapegoat Lucifer, and turn from your wicked behavior with his blessings! The wicked are being exposed! Lucifer is behind all evil and temptations!

If you don’t know what “sin” against Jesus is, read His Commandments, and know that our Messiah has come. His blood has ratified His Law. Be like the Jews, take this time to cleanse your heart, from all sin, repent and be baptized in the name of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit. Then take the WORD, Revelation 18, and show the living, to trust in the prophets, or be like the Jews and stone John the Disciple of Jesus, who words you are reading in Revelation 18!

When the Jews killed Jesus, it was Saul who condoned his death. It was Paul who was blinded by the light on the Damascus Road, wanting to destroy those who did not obey the laws of the Jews. Until Jesus came and brought HIS LIGHT, to reveal, Jesus loves His disciples and saints, apostles and all who have fought for his name!

Amen and God bless the children and beasts!


E.G.White   “And Joshua said unto Achan, My son, give, I pray thee, glory to the LORD God of Israel, and make confession unto him; and tell me now what thou hast done; hide it not from me.” (Joshua 7:19)
   “The history of Achan teaches the solemn lesson that for one man’s sin the displeasure of God will rest upon a people, or a nation, till the transgression is searched out and punished.  Sin is corrupting in its nature. One man infected with its deadly leprosy may communicate the the taint to thousands. . . Many dare not condemn iniquity, least they shall thereby sacrifice position or popularity.  And by some it is    considered uncharitable to rebuke sin.  The servant of God . . . is under the most solemn obligation to present the Word of God, with out fear or favor.  He must call sin by its right name. . .

     “The love of God will never lead to the belittling of sin; it will never cover or excuse an unconfessed wrong. Achan learned too late that God’s law, like its Author, is unchanging.  It has to do with all our acts and thoughts and feelings.  It follows us, and reaches every secret spring of action.  By indulgence in sin, men are led to lightly regard the laws of God.  Many conceal their transgressions from their fellow man and flatter themselves that God will not be strict to mark iniquity.  But His Law is the great standard of right, and with it every act of life must be compared in that day when God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good or evil.  Purity of heart will lead to purity of lifeAll excuses for sin are vain.  Who can plead for the sinner when God testifies against him?”

     “The greatest want of the world is the want of men, – men who will not be bought or sold; men who in their inmost souls are true and honest; men who do not fear to call sin by its right name, men whose conscience is as true to duty as the needle to the pole; men who will stand for the right though the heavens fall.EDUCATION, Ellen White, p. 57.

      Ellen White (1827-1915)

  •  During her lifetime she wrote more than 5,000 periodical articles and 40 books
  • She is the most translated woman writer in the entire history of literature, and the most translated American author of either gender
  • From the time she was 17 years old until she died 70 years later,
  • God gave her approximately 2,000 visions and dreams.
  • Her writings cover a broad range of subjects, including religion, education, social relationships, evangelism, prophecy, publishing, nutrition, and management.
  • Her life changing masterpiece on successful Christian living, Steps to Christ, has been published in more than 140 languages (figure may not be up to date)
  • The writings of Ellen White are not a substitute for Scripture. They cannot be placed on the same level.
  • The Holy Scriptures standalone, the unique standard by which her and all other writings must be judged and to which they must be subject

Her greatest contribution to our day, is the prophecy of September 11, 2001. This debunks Our God, Our Jesus, as evil  and angels, who want to destroy the World with an Asteroid!   Likely the text many were studying at the time is Revelation 8:8,9   “And the second angel sounded, and as it were a great mountain burning with fire was cast into the sea: and the third part of the sea became blood; Rev 8:9  And the third part of the creatures which were in the sea, and had life, died; and the third part of the ships were destroyed.”

August 3, 1903, Mrs. White further wrote regarding this sensational report:

How comes the word that I have declared that New York is to be swept away by a tidal wave? This I have never said! I have said as I looked at the great buildings going up there story after story. ‘What terrible scenes will take place when the Lord shall arise to shake terribly the earth! Then the words of Revelation 18:1-3 shall be fulfilled.’ The whole of the eighteenth chapter of Revelation is a warning of what is coming on the earth. But I have no light in particular in regard to what is coming on New York, only I know that one day the great buildings there will be thrown down  by the turning and over turning of God’s power. From the light given me, I know that destruction is in the world.  One word from the Lord, one touch of His mighty, power, and these massive structures will fall.” Life Sketches of Ellen White, p. 412.

BLOCKBUSTER MOVIES, present evolution, as a continuous mass destruction, followed by life emerging out primordial mud. Death by asteroid, death by fire, death the great enigma certainly could not be, that we were created in the image of God, by Him, to end the conflict in Heaven, when a created being wanted to rule the world without laws, without dignity and respect for a higher power?

THINK AGAIN? Are we just living in the reality of GAME, where we were created, to be the pawns of Lucifer, until God showed up, as Jesus, to prove He has the power to raise us from the dead, to lift us up to heaven, and forgive us, for Adam and Eve putting us here, to be tempted, to taste evil, to see the death spiral we are on, when go against our conscience, and hurt other human beings?

Prophets? Prophetess? Angels? Good and Evil, among us with ideas of how prove, there is no God, he does not CARE, he has no POWER, to END THIS WAR?

GIRD UP YOUR LOINS JOB!  “Where were you when I hung the World in Space?”

Napoleon, “Who made those stars?”

What is Man that Thou art mindful of him?

Is it God’s will on earth as it is in Heaven?   Is there intelligent life, that has found the answers to eternal life, and ten laws that prevent man’s inhumanity to man?

Could we live in peace if we all embraced GODS HOUSE RULES?






Daniel prophecyBefore I press back into slavery to the common duties of unpacking, there are many questions I am asking myself. There were sleepless nights, as I watched a religious war between fanatic Hamas Islamic still fighting the war they lost in 1948, when Israel became a state, a Nation. They wish to have the keys to their houses returned, 66 years later. They will their children to be exposed to Israel, who understands the Holocaust, when they were led like sheep to the slaughter!  The Children of Israel will no longer be like sheep, led by men, to bow down, to those who wish to destroy them! The “once chosen”  to live by faith, they too have freedom, to love their Messiah, Jesus Christ, with twenty four chromosomes found in living blood (or not). The blood they now have in their possession causes the “Jews” to  deny or embrace, the physical evidence God has given them about Jesus our Messiah! We, Gentiles too are face with the same decision! They obey the Ten Commandments and have the faith, of Jesus. They seem willing to die trusting in God, like Able, Abraham, Enoch, and Jesus who were saved by faith in the blood of the Lamb!

This blog and taking you with me Denver, seemed to bring a desire to place in the hearts of all mankind the image of God! Why this rebellion against God? Who gave us FREEDOM, to undermine HIS KINGDOM, or defend its principals, and turn to obedience? When I see, the penalty for disobedience, calls for the blood sacrifice of His Son, Jesus Christ, Our Messiah, who can claim they are God, and still want to undermine the Government of God?  Lucifer began in Heaven, what we are experiencing in this hell! Lucifer began by gossip, and ill will, against the Government of God in Heaven! This is the origin of the species, we call the sons and daughters of Adam and Eve, two created beings, made especially for us to see, how “sin” entered Earth, and their children became corrupt. And we are no different!

I took time to visit the Denver Museum of Natural History, with mammoth skeletons I hated to see when we walked beneath them, when we were kids. I over heard a young man say to his date. “This is what we will return too.” He was serious! “Can’t wait!” I said, out loud as I laughed! And the kid chuckled too. Have we any way to prove Gods loves us? That He has the power to raise the dead? That He has the power to take us to Heaven? Can God reveal to this young man and this young woman, the power He has over the devil? I say, “YES!”

Among those I met this morning over breakfast in the hotel, was a scientist, a biologist working to provide pin skin graphs, for the medical field. He measured my words, as he found our area is finding piglets dead. “Has it come to Nebraska?” he inquired. Another man who worked in the pig sheds, said, “The piglets, must have two shots very soon or they will die, one is iron, something they do not have at birth, and the other a very powerful antibiotic, to combat disease. It seems the pork industry, has found, piglets do not have an immune system. Somehow they they lost their ability to fight disease. Another good reason to not eat the flesh of shed raised pigs?

A discussion in front of Barnes and Noble waiting for Ben Carson to show up in his limo, was about the computer “glitch” when I tried to donate $1000.00 to the Ben Carson for President Campaign, and the “computer” refused to accept my Credit Card, the one I used to get to Denver was accepted in every gas station, along the way?  The young man I talked to, was saying, “Do not blame Ben Carson for this.”  I returned the banter quickly with, “Another good reason not to take the ‘chip.'”

If we can’t control a computer glitch, when my stated reason was to send a message, with money attached, the wish, for Ben Carson to continue defending the United States Constitution, then why would I trust a “computer,” to know me, as Connie Anderson, one of many!  I personally know at least two Connie Anderson’s myself!  Throw in that maiden name of Ordelheide and this Connie is one of kind, made by God, who threw the mold the day He made me.

A memorial trip to the Seventh Day Adventist Church in the Westminster side of town, was a Holy Spirit idea, when I first cruised down Colfax, coming into Denver. I found a most remarkable congregation, placing in my hands a stack of CD’s and DVD’s with a powerful positive message backing God and Jesus and the best and only one to fully put your trust in! Why this display of affection for being negative about God, His Power, His connections to angels, to ideas, to being the One who desires your first duty is to reveal His unconditional love, protection, health, healing, power in His Name, and what are we doing to undermine His character?

Then the name of Lucifer cropped up. What plans does make to shake your faith in the one who loves you most, is the one who loves you best! Perfect is the plan of man, to think to change the times and laws of God, to use His name in vain, not knowing that mocking is driving His Spirit away. And it is NOT GOD, who withdraws His Holy Spirit, it is the spirit of lacking faith in God, doubting His ability to do what He said He will do, and that is, “To save to the utmost!  Jesus is sending out Angels, speaking like the Father, the Mother, the Sister and Brother who loves us most when they say, “Don’t do it!”

The prodigal son, came home when he saw his need.  His money was spent, his food was the garbage they feed to pigs. In spite of his guilty conscience the prodigal son, came home.   Character perfection is in direct contrast to not “feeling.” God get us over the Jordon in to the Promised Land by bidding us to obey rather than sacrifice His Son, as the Lamb of God, like the Jews did.

The Children of Israel stood on the banks of the Jordan, they sent out the spies, the land was full of giants, and they felt like grasshoppers, so small and insignificant!  Ten spies said, “We need armor, we need helmets, we needs swords, we need the stuff to fight…..” Two spies, Caleb and Joshua said, “Lets cross over its better on the other side, we can do it!”  Those who doubted, caused the entire Tribe, to wait, to ponder for 40 years! The problem of doubting God, was solved by God waiting for his children to understand, doubting God is sin!

But first, we have to give God the permission to humble us! We need to feel deeply that we want Jesus to be in control of our minds!  Being born into sin we are sinners! And the devil wishes us to numb our brains, stop thinking, take a drug, just go into the hands of those who say, “Take the chip, let the computer do the work.” My friend, you have a lame excuse! When you blame someone else for doing the Bible Study, the homework, the digging deeper into Gods Holy Book and not yourself! Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth, BIBLE!

God is not leaving us, we are leaving, walking away from our Bridegroom, committing adultery against His Government, the Covenant of Peace with God and man! You can walk away from a church, but you cannot walk away from the Love of God, without seeing his tears!

Plagues:  “And the rivers and fountains of waters . . .became blood.” Terrible as these inflictions are, God’s justice stands fully  vindicated. The angel of God declares: “Thou hast judged thus.  For they have shed the blood of saints and prophets, and Thou  hast given them blood to drink; for they are worthy.” (Revelation 16:2-6). By condemning the people of God to death, they have as truly incurred the guilt of their blood as if it had been shed by their hands. In like manner Christ declared the Jews of His time guilty of all the blood of holy men which had been shed since the day of Abel; for they possessed the same spirit and were seeking to do the same work with these murderers of the prophets.” (Great Controversy 627-629).

“I am instructed that when the Lord’s time comes, should no change have taken place in the hearts of proud, ambitious human beings, men will find that the hand that had been strong to save will be strong to destroy.  No earthly power can stay the hand of God. No material can be used in  the erection of buildings that will preserve them from destruction when God’s appointed time comes to send retribution on men for their disregard of His law and for their selfish ambition.” Testimonies to the Church, Volume 9 by Ellen G. White.

“And the rest of the men which were not killed by these plagues yet repented not of the works of their hands, that they should not worship devils, and idols of gold, and silver, and brass, and stone, and of wood: which neither can see, nor hear, not walk:  Neither repented they of their murders, nor of their sorceries, nor of their fornication, nor of their thefts.” (Revelation 9:20-21)

This is a quote in Revelation 9,  of the 5th angel, to the 7 churches, sometimes called the 5th Trumpet.   “When the fifth angel blew his trumpet, I saw a star that had fallen to earth from the sky. The star was given the key to the shaft of the bottomless pit. It opened the shaft of the bottomless pit, and smoke came out of the shaft like the smoke from a large furnace. The sun and the air were darkened with the smoke from the shaft. Locusts came out of the smoke onto the earth, and they were given power like that of earthly scorpions. They were told not to harm the grass on the earth, any green plant, or any tree. They could harm only the people who do not have the seal of God on their foreheads.”  (Revelation 9:1-4).

The 6th angel to the 7 churches, sometimes called the 6th Trumpet, releases the four angels held at the great Euphrates River. “When the sixth angel blew his trumpet, I heard a voice from the four horns of the gold altar in front of God.   It told the sixth angel who had the trumpet, “Release the four angels who are held at the great Euphrates River.” So the four angels who were ready for that hour, day, month, and year were released to kill one-third of humanity. (Revelation 9:13-15).

Placed in context of the 5th and 6th angel to the 7 churches in Revelation 9: “And the rest of the men which were not killed by these plagues yet repented not of the works of their hands, that they should not worship devils, and idols of gold, and silver, and brass, and stone, and of wood: which neither can see, nor hear, not walk:  Neither repented they of their murders, nor of their sorceries, nor of their fornication, nor of their thefts.” (Revelation 9:20-21)

The 7th angel to the 7 churches, we know as Jesus Christ walking through the candlesticks in Revelation 2.  “Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent. (Revelation 2:5).   And to the angel of the church in Pergamos write; These things saith he which hath the sharp sword with two edges;   I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan’s seat is: and thou holdest fast my name, and hast not denied my faith, even in those days wherein Antipas was my faithful martyr, who was slain among you, where Satan dwelleth.   But I have a few things against thee, because thou hast there them that hold the doctrine of Balaam, who taught Balac to cast a stumblingblock before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed unto idols, and to commit fornication.   So hast thou also them that hold the doctrine of the Nicolaitans, which thing I hate.  Repent; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth.” (Revelation 2:12-16).

God asked Ezekiel, “Can these dry bones come together again?” “Therefore prophesy and say unto them, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, O my people, I will open your graves, and cause you to come up out of your graves, and bring you into the land of Israel.   And ye shall know that I am the LORD, when I have opened your graves, O my people, and brought you up out of your graves,  And shall put my spirit in you, and ye shall live, and I shall place you in your own land: then shall ye know that I the LORD have spoken it, and performed it, saith the LORD.” (Ezekiel 37:12-14).

And again God makes this promise to all mankind in Daniel.   And at that time shall Michael stand up, the great prince which standeth for the children of thy people: and there shall be a time of trouble, such as never was since there was a nation even to that same time: and at that time thy people shall be delivered, every one that shall be found written in the book.  And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and everlasting contempt.   And they that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the firmament; and they that turn many to righteousness as the stars for ever and ever. (Daniel 12:1-3),

Jesus made a promise He intends to keep in Luke 13 last verse.  “Behold, your house is left unto you desolate: and verily I say unto you, Ye shall not see me, until the time come when ye shall say, Blessed is he that cometh in the name of the Lord.” We are not waiting for God! He is waiting for us to agree, to be saved by His Righteousness, His blood! And for this great gift of life, we obey rather than sacrifice!

Jesus stands at the door of Heaven, like His Father stood at the door of His House, waiting for His prodigal son to come home.  Jesus seeks sinners, at the 11th hour, to come home. Jesus explained it this way: “Jesus saith unto her, Woman, believe me, the hour cometh, when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet at Jerusalem, worship the Father. Ye worship ye know not what: we know what we worship: for salvation is of the Jews. But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshippers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him.  God is a Spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.”

Pilate asked Jesus, “What is truth?”  Jesus stood there in silence, the epitome of truth. It never was about you and I, it has always been about what Jesus did for you and I, when He saved us by the blood of the Lamb, He is our Savoir.  Not we of ourselves, least any man should boast!  Our righteousness is like filthy rags.

Salvation ceased to come from the Jews. We come adopted as the Sons and Daughters of God, to fulfill the Royal Priesthood of believers, and Isaiah in the Old Testament too!

“For I know their works and their thoughts: it shall come, that I will gather all nations and tongues; and they shall come, and see my glory.  And I will set a sign among them, and I will send those that escape of them unto the nations, to Tarshish, Pul, and Lud, that draw the bow, to Tubal, and Javan, to the isles afar off, that have not heard my fame, neither have seen my glory; and they shall declare my glory among the Gentiles.  And they shall bring all your brethren for an offering unto the LORD out of all nations upon horses, and in chariots, and in litters, and upon mules, and upon swift beasts, to my holy mountain Jerusalem, saith the LORD, as the children of Israel bring an offering in a clean vessel into the house of the LORD.  And I will also take of them for priests and for Levites, saith the LORD.” (Isaiah 66:18-21).

Here is the Word of the Lord. “The Jews shall declares my glory among the Gentiles. .  And I will also take of them for priests and for Levites, saith the Lord.”

This is why Ron Wyatt, a Christian, a sinner like you and I, a Sabbath Keeper like a Jew, was permitted to enter the Most Holy Presence of God, in 1982, and find the four angels, Michael, Gabriel, Raphael and Uriel, ready to leave their job of holding back the evil forces, turned loose all mankind who wish to expose their desire, “TO DESTROY” or die, taking others with them, with no compassion for their own children.


And you ask me why I left the country, to enter into the city of my birth, to see the mountains obscured by smog? It was to place on the doorsteps of the Colorado Conference of Seventh Day Adventists the book, THE RED HORSE, that seems to be “withdrawing” His presence from those that kill and stone the prophets, like the Jews stoned and killed Stephen, the first Christian martyr, thus ending their 490 year reign as the Chosen People. (See the prophecy of Daniel of Jesus and the Jews.)

Whosoever therefore shall be ashamed of me and of my words in this adulterous and sinful generation; of him also shall the Son of man be ashamed, when he cometh in the glory of his Father with the holy angels. (Mark 8:38).

Judgment comes to the living, will you then blame someone else, for your decisions?












Trip to Outter Banks, NY, Israel 014The clock ticked, the phone rang one time, it is two a.m. and there was no reason to get out bed. What voice had woke me up? How long has been since I read the comforting chapter of Isaiah forty in context? I just did, and it ends with an eagle, putting wind under your wings, to rise up with joy and help with the Pentecost thing. Our long awaited Savior, our husband, our Bridegroom is sitting on the clouds, that may be dark and frightening, less you know Jesus is the man who you want to crown as the King of the Jews, like Pilate said, the day he would be dead for three days, and alive again. Now is your chance to relax and read the comforting chapter in Isaiah forty in context.


Isa 40:1 Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God.

Isa 40:2 Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned: for she hath received of the LORD’S hand double for all her sins.

Isa 40:3 The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the LORD, make straight in the desert a highway for our God.

Isa 40:4 Every valley shall be exalted, and every mountain and hill shall be made low: and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough places plain:

Isa 40:5 And the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together: for the mouth of the LORD hath spoken it.

Isa 40:6 The voice said, Cry. And he said, What shall I cry? All flesh is grass, and all the goodliness thereof is as the flower of the field:

Isa 40:7 The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: because the spirit of the LORD bloweth upon it: surely the people is grass.

Isa 40:8 The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand for ever.

Isa 40:9 O Zion, that bringest good tidings, get thee up into the high mountain; O Jerusalem, that bringest good tidings, lift up thy voice with strength; lift it up, be not afraid; say unto the cities of Judah, Behold your God!

Isa 40:10 Behold, the Lord GOD will come with strong hand, and his arm shall rule for him: behold, his reward is with him, and his work before him.

Isa 40:11 He shall feed his flock like a shepherd: he shall gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and shall gently lead those that are with young.

Isa 40:12 Who hath measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, and meted out heaven with the span, and comprehended the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales, and the hills in a balance?

 Isa 40:13 Who hath directed the Spirit of the LORD, or being his counsellor hath taught him?

Isa 40:14 With whom took he counsel, and who instructed him, and taught him in the path of judgment, and taught him knowledge, and shewed to him the way of understanding?

Isa 40:15 Behold, the nations are as a drop of a bucket, and are counted as the small dust of the balance: behold, he taketh up the isles as a very little thing.

Isa 40:16 And Lebanon is not sufficient to burn, nor the beasts thereof sufficient for a burnt offering.

Isa 40:17 All nations before him are as nothing; and they are counted to him less than nothing, and vanity.

Isa 40:18 To whom then will ye liken God? or what likeness will ye compare unto him?

Isa 40:19 The workman melteth a graven image, and the goldsmith spreadeth it over with gold, and casteth silver chains.

Isa 40:20 He that is so impoverished that he hath no oblation chooseth a tree that will not rot; he seeketh unto him a cunning workman to prepare a graven image, that shall not be moved.

Isa 40:21 Have ye not known? have ye not heard? hath it not been told you from the beginning? have ye not understood from the foundations of the earth?

Isa 40:22 It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in:

Isa 40:23 That bringeth the princes to nothing; he maketh the judges of the earth as vanity.

Isa 40:24 Yea, they shall not be planted; yea, they shall not be sown: yea, their stock shall not take root in the earth: and he shall also blow upon them, and they shall wither, and the whirlwind shall take them away as stubble.


Isa 40:25 To whom then will ye liken me, or shall I be equal? saith the Holy One.


Isa 40:26 Lift up your eyes on high, and behold who hath created these things, that bringeth out their host by number: he calleth them all by names by the greatness of his might, for that he is strong in power; not one faileth.

Isa 40:27 Why sayest thou, O Jacob, and speakest, O Israel, My way is hid from the LORD, and my judgment is passed over from my God?

Isa 40:28 Hast thou not known? hast thou not heard, that the everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is weary? there is no searching of his understanding.

Isa 40:29 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.

Isa 40:30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall:

Isa 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.


Isa 40:25 To whom then will ye liken me, or shall I be equal? saith the Holy One.



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Taking you along to the Mile High City, my birthplace, a place I’ve never longed for until today, in returning, I seek the blessings of those left behind. I will go to see the church I walked away from to ask them to have an open mind, about the potential for THE RED HORSE, to show them they are the Remnant Church with the Gift of Prophecy.

I leave something behind, my bookshelf of ideas, thoughts so profound, I question the idea of why God would send me to defend Him and His Prophetess, and Prophets This trepidation, a fear, of failure, brings the meaning of my weakness, not strong, not wise, needing the Good Shepherd and can I bring this message, tucked in these books, within my mind?

 I leave a garden6-2014 Billie Lou 002, my house, the outdoor plants to make connects with folks I left behind. This reaching out to old friends and new, began last month when I contacted someone I knew as friend and buddy in second grade. Billie Lou Claridge was in my wedding 47 years ago, now Mrs. Martin, gray hair, but her smile shows those memories of snow and ski trips, still glows on face, she’s such a treat!

Perhaps this time I will meet more family and friends, and revisit the old church, where I was baptized, married and the place where we buried my dad.  Are there still some alive who can revive the mission of the Seventh Day Adventist Church to have Jesus Christ be the Head of His Church. This is my goal, to have Jesus Christ be the Head of my life, my church, my friend and My Holy Spirit.

Holy Spirit being my guide, I must mention my fear last night. And I was told to hold up my hand, stretch out my fingers and count them. I counted to five, then tried to think back that far. What would I feel like at the age of five? Dare I become that child again, in my heart below this skin?

7:34 a.m. Would be broken camera work again if I prayed? So I did. It did. Billie was on the camera that didn’t work. Did God just answer my prayer? He had to!  I had given up on taking pictures because I would have to buy a new camera.

Then the thought of trusting His Holy Spirit began. Was I up early enough to hit the Red Hat Ladies eating their yearly breakfast at the Country Fair based in our town, on the hill? I have to give you proof the camera was dead but now alive! Stock show time, 4 H and kids, chickens, rabbits and I saw duck this year. Bleating lambs, water swishing the manure off the hides of cattle getting ready to be judged. Little goats eating away dry hay in pink plastic can.

Out to my half packed car to retrieve the ubs connect for the camera. Loaded ten cases of 60 books each, 600 RED HORSES, packed neatly in the car. Back to pictures, just took, a tour of the Beaver City, County Fair. The camera didn’t seem to work. I prayed again. And wonder if something isn’t working, that I failed to do? When in doubt blame Connie! That is my motto. And when things don’t work out my way, and I have to slow down, and wait, this pause give me room to breath, knowing this will work out His way.  I could not find my red shoes this morning, so I put on the red high heels to go to the Country Fair. When I got home I found the flat shoes, but having on the high heels walking through the lamb pens to get the pictures, I did feel like this was fun, like a five year old, dressed up to play. After all that is what RED HATS are all about!  I thought of taking a picture of my red high heeled shoes, but that “thought” I dismissed. Perhaps you would have liked to see the red high heeled shoes, that quite famous, with black hose, red dress, I wore the day the locked me out of the doors…to the church….in March of 2005, when I sat down and protested outside the glass doors of the Beaver City Seventh Day Adventist Church. My sit- led to the minister calling the Police. He came outside to tell me, “Had you been to My Evangelist Sermons you would have heard me defend the 7th Commandment.” I looked up to him from where I sat in my faux fur coat and red dress, black hose and these heels, and said, “A lot of good that does me now.” As the police pulled up, and minister pulled out the unsigned paper that said, “Connie you are not welcome to any of my evangelistic meetings, if you come to these meetings, we have the right accuse you of trespassing.” If I had come to his meetings, this young minister, just our of Andrews University, would sue me for trespassing on church property. As it was I was going to church, on Sabbath, not His Evangelistic Meetings, in the Seventh Day Adventist Church.

You see outside the 7th Day Adventist Church, I have FREEDOM OF SPEECH, and FREEDOM OF CONSCIENCE, provided by the man, who died for me.

Apparently, the camera took no pictures of the New Ferris Wheel, Red Hat Ladies, breakfast at the Blue Ribbon Cafe where we ate, my neighbors, their children, the local writer in our Blazing Trail Newspaper and his son, my third cousin Bill Weaver and his wife, the new folks that came from Redding, CA and bought the Old High School, they came with their family, visiting. Just learned the hall floor they just spent a day refurbishing, turned up the tiles, so they will have to be replaced. Good thing her husband is a “FIX IT” guy! Got a “picture” of the guy who got his picture in the paper when his potatoes (I gave him to plant) grew sputnick like potatoes out to the side, so they were unique and recorded and freaks!

Haven’t time to play with camera and figure it out, but God has sometimes does this to me. Showing me the better way, knowing what I have to do today. So, the car 1/2 loaded, needs my make – up case, and what is not done, will be here to greet me when we get back…

Later: Weak sheep, not strong, not wise, need Good Shepherd. Wow, I had such good pictures of the little sheep! shame to not have them on the camera? The fannies of the cows needed washing, the boy was so proud for me to get his picture with his 4H steer. He thought it was being recorded, his buddy was teasing him, for being big shot. LOL



What happens after the attack on USA on September 11, 2001?

Red Horse Logo

 “And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spoke as a dragon” (Revelation 13:11). A “beast” in prophecy is a symbol of a “kingdom.” (Daniel 7:23) “Then I saw the lamb open the first of the seven seals. I heard one of the four living creatures say with a voice like thunder, “Go!”  Then I looked, and there was a white horse! Its rider had a bow, and a victor’s crown had been given to him. He went out as a conqueror to conquer A second horse went out. It was fiery red, and its rider was given permission to take peace away from the earth and to make people slaughter one another. So he was given a large sword.” (Revelation 6:1-3) 

“Then I saw heaven standing open, and there was a white horse! Its rider is named Faithful and True. He administers justice and wages war righteously. His eyes are like a flame of fire, and on his head are many royal crowns. He has a name written on him that nobody knows except himself.   He is dressed in a robe dipped in blood, and his name is called the Word of God.

“The armies of heaven, wearing fine linen, white and pure, follow him on white horses.   A sharp sword comes out of his mouth to strike down the nations. He will rule them with an iron rod and tread the winepress of the fury of the wrath of God Almighty.  

“On his robe and his thigh he has a name written: KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS   Then I saw an angel standing in the sun. He cried out in a loud voice to all the birds flying overhead, “Come! Gather for the great supper of God.   Eat the flesh of kings, the flesh of commanders, the flesh of warriors, the flesh of horses and their riders, and the flesh of all people, both free and slaves, both unimportant and important.”

“Then I saw the beast, the kings of the earth, and their armies gathered to wage war against the rider on the horse and his army.   The beast was captured, along with the false prophet who had performed signs on its behalf. By these signs the false prophet had deceived those who had received the mark of the beast and worshiped its image. Both of them were thrown alive into the lake of fire that burns with sulfur.   The rest were killed by the sword that belonged to the rider on the horse and that came from his mouth, and all the birds gorged themselves with their flesh. (Revelation 19:12-21).

When the Law comes,  to bow down and worship a man, rather than God, consider the wrath of God Almighty. Pharaoh asked, “Who comes to bring these plagues?”  Moses said, “His name is I AM.”

“After these things I heard what sounded like the loud voice of a large crowd in heaven, saying, “Hallelujah! Salvation, glory, and power belong to our God.   His judgments are true and just. He has condemned the notorious prostitute who corrupted the world with her immorality. He has taken revenge on her for the blood of his servants.”   A second time they said, “Hallelujah! The smoke goes up from her forever and ever.”  The twenty-four elders and the four living creatures bowed down and worshiped God, who was sitting on the throne. They said, “Amen! Hallelujah!”   A voice came from the throne, saying, “Praise our God, all who serve and fear him, from the least important to the most important.”   Then I heard what sounded like the voice of a large crowd, like the sound of raging waters, and like the sound of powerful thunderclaps, saying, “Hallelujah! The Lord our God, the Almighty, is reigning. Let us rejoice, be glad, and give him glory, because the marriage of the lamb has come and his bride has made herself ready. (Revelation 19:1-7).

“On his robe and his thigh he has a name written: KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS
 Then I saw an angel standing in the sun. He cried out in a loud voice to all the birds flying overhead, “Come! Gather for the great supper of God.   Eat the flesh of kings, the flesh of commanders, the flesh of warriors, the flesh of horses and their riders, and the flesh of all people, both free and slaves, both unimportant and important.”  Then I saw the beast, the kings of the earth, and their armies gathered to wage war against the rider on the horse and his army. (Revelation 19:17-19).

“Lord, who won’t fear and praise your name? For you alone are holy, and all the nations will come and worship you because your judgments have been revealed.”  (Revelation 15:4)

Then I heard a loud voice from the Temple saying to the seven angels, “Go and pour the seven bowls of God’s wrath on the earth.”   So the first angel went and poured his bowl on the earth. A horrible, painful sore appeared on the people who had the mark of the beast and worshiped the image. (Revelation 16:1-2)

The flesh of man has no defense against the powers of darkness. Begin with those who had the mark of the beast and worshiped the image of the beast.

What is the image of the beast? It is using the government to enforce obedience to the Laws of Man or the Laws of God.  God takes no hostages! He has no desire to force anyone to bow down and worship Him. Jesus is our friend, to know Him is to love Him!

Rejoice and be extremely glad, because your reward in heaven is great! That’s how they persecuted the prophets who came before you.” (Matthew 5:12)

Who can you trust to wage war and judge righteously?  God or man?

Can you number the hairs on your head? Can you have compassion when a sparrow falls? Can you stop the plagues? Now is the hour of probation closing on the World, Now is the day, to repent of all sin against God and man, and turn from wickedness…No sins against God, will enter the Universe. Sin requires a blood sacrifice and once is enough, for God to watch His Son die. He will no longer allow you to blame Jesus for your sin. When you see the black cloud coming the size of human hand, it will be too late. That cloud is not an asteroid, it is a gathering of the angels, coming for to carry me home.  It’s mass will darken the earth, with a shadow that some will fear and some will say, “This is My Lord.” Today is the day of repentance before its too late! O little man give in!